en pointe.

there's a thief in the night.

Monday, October 12, 2009
earphones or earplugs?

Songs I can't exactly stop listening to nowadays:

1) (There's Gotta Be) More To Life - Stacie Orrico
2) Poker Face - Chris Daughtry
3) Paparazzi - Lady Gaga
4) I Dare You To Move - Switchfoot
5) You Can't Stop The Beat - Hairspray
6) Hotel Room Service - Pitbull (hahaha)
7) I Know You Want Me - Pitbull (pitbull's quite awesome nowadays)
8) Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
9) Tonight (Quintet and Chorus) - West Side Story!
10) Hatin on the Club - Rihanna
11) Love Song - Sara Bareilles

not exactly stuff on a study playlist?
study playlists are hypocritical anyway.


Blood on the pavement, what a mess!
Is that your eyeball on my dress?
Don't drink and drive, please keep your head.
Or come graduation day, you'll be dead!

Hands on the wheel, though I know it's a drag,
I'd hate to see that body in a body bag!
Kid listen up, cuz I'm her mom!
Yes blood on the pavement will ruin your prom!

- That was like so cute.

***

so my sisters and I were sort of.. comparing dresses? so they were trying on each others' dresses and serena put on a tube dress..

rachel: YEE. don't wear that! can see your tan lines!
serena: but my tan lines are NICE! I was the only one who put sunblock on in thailand and all my friends were laughing at me but I don't care, they were RED and sunburnt at the end of the day while I just gradually grew browner. I like my tan lines! *gestures towards shoulders*

hahaha. like helloo since when are tan lines nice in general. hahahaha.

***

Wednesday, October 7, 2009
gurgling noises.

At various times of the day before yesterday.

***

Sometimes I cannot comprehend myself.
No actually I can, but sometimes I'd like to think I can't.

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"I've got my swinging pants on!!"
"You've got your swinging pants on.."
"I'm gonna swing all night long!!"
"Baby go, baby.."
"Oh let me teach you how to swing it.."
"Oh?"
"I've got my good foot moving.."

***

my friend glenn, the six-foot-two gentle giant, is such a spaz head.

*in the middle of frustration texting, me being frustrated, glenn being laidback*
me: haha you're like my stress ball. except you're not squishy and no way I can throw you around.
glenn: *in protest* hahaha.. eh! who says I'm not squishy! I can be squishy! and I can be thrown around!
me: hahahaha I like it how you're so WILLING to be my object of destruction.
glenn: eh? omg... I didn't notice that! Lol damn bad! Made me feel not useful was all a set up!

sweat? you stinky thing, don't sweat at my blog!

***

*frustration texting with bernard*
me: haha sorry I'm feeling extremely frustrated right now. I feel like smashing my face into my sej book. Smashing and RUBBING it (in neat little circles, like a facial cleanser) so the highlighted words will DIFFUSE into my cheeks and make its way to my cerebrum...
bern: that's alright. need some accompaniment? and you'll have tattoos all over your face! the history of Malaysia!
me: That'll be helpful in a way. But in a way, I can't see my cheeks. Need to bring a mirror into exam hall. Think they'll chase me out? "oh I'm sorry sir, but I'm kinda on the vain side, pardon me. Need to look at my face every 5 minutes or so. Motivates me to do my work. Great feng shui too the mirror."
bern: "Isn't that a map of Malacca?" "Not helping the self-esteem over here, mister."

HAHAHA.

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Twenty-four hours we'll be,
Chasing towers, all our might.
Please find it for me.

That's what I sing, but it's wrong,
Possibly entirely.

Violins.

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***

it feels so good to laugh it all out.

"are you laughing or crying?"
"both."
"oh you mean laugh so much until cry?"
"no. more like cry so much until laugh."

it's like your body has come to appreciate the stillness of the doom, after the terrible SHAKING, the uncontrollable and incredibly painful stomach contractions, the indecipherable gurgling noises from your mouth...
gurgling noises somewhat similar to noises one would make underwater when being purposefully drowned.
gurgling noises also strongly punctuated by long and dragged vowels.
gurgling noises can sound crazy.
gurgling noises can also sound like a cat purring/hacking a hairball but you don't say a cat's crazy, do you?

are you calling me a cat?

halt fiend. mrowr.

ta.

marcus

*phone rings*
*abandons newly opened pack of char kuey teow and DASHES upstairs*
*picks up phone*
excited male voice: PEETTTERRRRR~~~!!!!

..and you could practically HEAR the smiley faces that would have been texted if it was through an sms or and email.
what a state of confusion. I mean, whatever happened to the you know, common HELLO?
and PETER? at first I actually thought it was david. but I was thinking... why would he call my HOUSE phone and SING out his name in the most manja way ever... I mean I know he's happy his trials are over la but uhm...
so yeah, I was like, don't think it's david, and then was thinking.. what sort of friends do my sisters have, man..?
and it's a MALE VOICE. yelling PETER? in a MANJA sing-song voice? HELLO!!

yeah so after an awkward moment, it actually turned out to be marcus tan! my mom's ex-student and he was yelling TEACHER, noooot PETER, and I apparently sound like my mom on the phone.
OKAY that like, makes so much sense. I was about to tell off the gay activist and say it was the wrong number or something.

HAHAHA. happy birthday marcus! :) my mom's there now at his birthday dinner/party. at the revolving tower. mhmm. hahaha!

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but this was a draft written some time ago, so happy birthday then, haha! :)

trivial

you know sometimes you just hate yourself so much. it's like you know it's wrong but you keep doing it. you know it's bad but you're still like that. and then you hate yourself for it.
it sounds so simple when I type it down but it's a really big thing here.
here where?
here. *points to self*

how trivial. how childish.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009
HI MR WONGGGG!

OMGGGG I'M SOOOO HAPPY I'M NOT IN HIS LIST!!! YES YES YES YES YES!!! FINALLYYYYYYYY!!!!!

*throws both hands up in air* WOOH!

Monday, September 28, 2009
risk is boring.

FORM 1 TERRA CANDID SHOT!

I think it was after trials and there was this Interact Club board game craze then.

but what an abso-tiny pic.



and omg this was my FAVOURITE pic for some time. ice-skating during sam's 14th b'day party. when she started the ice-skating craze. I remember I was the only one who liked the Crazy Frog's melody they were playing there. I remember sam insulting my taste of music. we laughed at that, just like how we always did and still do.
Jack there was trying to look macho. I remember we were like oooh sleeveless fuaaa.
the gang, group shot for a sejarah project.
hah, I remember all the girls were always angry at Jon for always playing with Weiken. and all Jack did was type.
love this picture and the times we had. when things were so much more simple. wish it was clearer though..


ultra cute game

chatted with weiken a bit a while back and he was playing this game. ULTRA CUTE. look look. haha! sooo cute. the rules cannot really be understood and it's just like trial and error. to see which results are the cutest. so cute seriously. I was GIGGLING my way in starbucks while randomly clicking the little tool buttons.



all animated. does this game have music? I remember Tze's parachuting men game in her iPhone had the most awesome theme song ever. something like.. 'bub bub.. I'm falling.. falling.. dum dum dum..'



his results. my level of cuteness was NOWHERE near this. hah!

paparazzi

A charred black cow likenth me in the middle of the unkept field. Oh, my poor bovine self! I have betrayed my green-churning ancestors! *puts hand on forehead as if to faint*

hi. i feel blah.

Saturday, September 26, 2009
snippet

I'm not feeling very well. Didn't have breakfast or lunch. All I had today was a green tea frappucino. Okay okay not exactly the perfect food for the sickly but it doesn't make me feel nauseous.
dim sum makes me feel nauseous.
and pau. yeah. pau too.
Don't think will have dinner either.

yesterday woke up an hour earlier than usual. was alone at home (again) and there was like no food at home so I ordered pizza!
and you know domino's has that RM30 for 2 regular pizzas deal?
okay like what is this teenage girl going to do with 2 pizzas all to herself man.
pinched on them a bit and intended to keep it for the next day's lunch.
after tuition, came home, aunt opened one of the boxes of pizzas and guess what, a LIZARD jumped out of one.
okay completely wasted my 30 bucks.

I had a lot of things to say. but when I'm actually on my screen having trekked all the way to starbucks, I have nothing to say no more.
frustrating, kind of, slightly.

Thursday, September 24, 2009
liberating.


don't you find this picture so liberating?

free.

happy.

wind in your face happy.

p.s. i found it when i typed 'healthy' in the google search engine tab.